Death

I had a dream last night.

I died.

I remember thinking as I was dying, "goodbye world, I'll never see you again, you've been good to me". I remember fighting to get back into the world because I was so scared of what was about to happen. I slipped away. I was suddenly transported to heaven- so quickly. It was amazing. Heaven was beautiful, I don't even know how to describe it. I remember being so scared for my life, what if I didn't make it into heaven? This was eternity. Life or death. No second chances. Forever. I remember looking at the gate and thinking, "I could have done so much more on earth." Then I saw Jesus' arms of mercy. Reaching out to me, telling me I was His. I remember tears running down my face realizing how unworthy I am. I remember being called to play piano for him for all my days. I remember how happy I was- heaven I made it!

And I thought all this was real. It was a dream. Not reality. But it was so close to reality is scared me. What would I do if I knew I would die today? What would I say? How would I prepare for heaven?

This dream has been haunting me all day. I believe God gave me that dream to wake me up. I've been living selfishly. It's time to go all out for him. I want to be told on that day I die, "Well done good and faithful servant."

What about you?

Your sister in Christ,
♥♫•Madison